The Eulogy Pt. 1

The devil promised me, but he is a liar and a thief.
I put my life on hold, now I'm crawling my way out.
No more redemption for me. Our hope is lost because I had no faith.
This life was a gamble and I went all in.
The devil promised me, but he is a liar and a thief.
I thought that I have won but he took it all from me.
Now I can't talk, I can't even think for myself.
It was free will that bought me happiness and I sold it all for a pot of gold.
Money isn't worth spit, if you have your life on hold.
Caught up in this lifestyle, drinking my thoughts away.
Burning my memories, no escape for the future.
I'm killing what's left of me, the only thing that fears me.
Is the devil knows I'm here. I blacked out God's name.
Now I know how it feels, to be put up on the cross, with no home to go too.
And everyone is spitting at my name.
I was 20, I thought I knew it all. My only idols, were the friends supplying me with demands.
They were demons wearing brands.
Wolves in sheep's clothing.
God wasn't there for me so He did not exist. I only believe what I see.
The devil promised me, but he is a liar and a thief.
I exist to nothing, not even me.
I exist to nothing, not even God.

"If we're not going to be friends in Heaven, than we shouldn't be friends on Earth."
Be saved, or save yourself.